Dear Chris Evans

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I skipped over this the other day because I was having a heavy week and I didn’t need to add to the emotion. But I have loved Steve Rogers aka Captain America too much to say nothing, and you are an integral part of that character. So here is my two-cents worth.

Steve Rogers is like a breath of fresh air in a city of smog. In a world crowded with selfish people, and Steve Rogers is selfless.

Steve fights wrong/evil ideologies and beliefs, which usually means fighting people, but Steve has a marked difference. He fights bloody wars and does so without hatred. There are millions of people today who have never actually had to shed blood to protect what they believe, and yet they still walk around full of hatred. They dehumanize those who do not agree with them. To them, mere disagreement is the same thing as actual evil and oppression.

I don’t want to kill anyone, I just don’t like bullies, I don’t care where they come from. (Steve Rogers, Captain America: The First Avenger)

There are actual people in this world who want to kill someone for the mere reason that the person disagrees with them. It’s sickening, it’s cruel, it’s evil. 

Steve is a beautiful example of what freedom actually means. Steve knows what he believes, and he won’t apologize for it.

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He’ll even die for what he knows to be true.

But he will not hate.

There was a marked difference in Steve Roger’s approach to his opposition in Captain America: Civil War, vs the government and even Tony Stark’s approach. They came with anger, blame, and misused the facts.

Steve did his research, he did his thinking, and he decided his answer to them was no. But he never hated. He willingly bled for what he believed in, but he never hated.

That’s one price he’s never been willing to pay.

Dear America, we have a lot to learn from Captain America.

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Steve Rogers is kind. He gives second chances all the time, even if it means he has to put himself at risk.

Steve Rogers is a gentleman. He treats everyone regardless of age, position, or gender with respect. He treats women like ladies while regarding them as valuable friends and partners in this battle between good and evil. His friendship/relationship with Natasha Romanoff is one of my most favorite things in movie history. Steve builds up the men around him, rather than tearing them down in order to make himself feel more powerful. That is what a truly powerful man does.

Steve is humble. He doesn’t live his life to prove something, rather he proves something every day that he just lives his life. He gives courage for normally weaker people to say no because he said no first, and because he believes in them.

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Steve is the kind of leader that enables everyone else to go higher, faster, and be better than before. He’s the kind of leader that takes responsibility, but not unnecessary guilt. He protects his team even while he trusts them to fulfill the roles given to them.

Steve is the kind of best friend everyone wants. He never gives up on you even while he will also call you on the carpet about your crap. He’s the kind of friend who makes you better.

Steve is not perfect. He makes mistakes, he hurts people, he has good intentions that go awry. Sometimes he has a really bad day and he takes it out on others (essentially the first hour of Avengers.) That’s okay with me, though. Someone doesn’t have to be perfect for me to love them. Steve is a real person. He loves, he laughs, and he grieves. He does his best, he falls down and gets back up, and he tries to tackle the problem right in front of him. He has dreams, he has people he would walk through hell for, and he believes in things strongly. He’s a real person.

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I could go on and on about everything Steve Rogers is, but now I want to say what Steve Rogers is to me.

Steve Rogers aka Captain America is a hero of mine. For the past 6 years (yes, I got into the superhero game a few years late), he’s been a shining beacon of hope and delight for me. The past 6 years have been so, so hard. Hard, monotonous, ever-changing, exhausting years. But during all of that time, I have been watching Captain America.

I have worn the t-shirts. I sleep under a Captain America blanket at night. I have spent hours talking/writing about this character I adore. I have made new friends because of my love for Captain America.

Dear Chris Evans, the Steve Rogers/Captain America you have played has given me hope. He has encouraged me. I have memorized his/your face. The different moods, expressions, and feelings. I know what he would say in different situations.

I have a favorite Steve smile. It’s not a full blown, knock-your-socks-off-smile. It’s a small, quirk of a smile. It brings a sparkle to his eyes and I feel like I can see his soul. I love that smile. It’s one of my favorite smiles in the world actually. It makes me want to smile and cry all at the same time. And it gives me hope. It has given me delight. It has brought me sunshine on cloudy days.

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Dear Chris Evans, I know you are not Steve Rogers/Captain America. You are your own person. You have your own dreams, your own hurts, your own fears. You have moments where you laugh, and moments where you grieve. You have favorite places, foods, and stories. There are people that you love. There are things in this world that make you feel afraid and vulnerable. There are empty spaces in your heart that you want to know how to fill.

Chris, I don’t know you. But as a fellow human being, I know some pieces of you because I am the same. And I want to tell you something as another human being.

You matter. Even if you had never played my beloved superhero, you would have mattered just as much. You do not matter because you are handsome (very handsome). You do not matter because you are strong. You do not matter because you can be cute and witty. You do not matter because you are famous. You do not matter because you are rich…

…you matter because God loves you and you were made in His image. And that makes you worth more than priceless gems.

I don’t know if anyone has ever told you that. I hope they have. I hope that in your life you get to discover just how amazing God is, how much He loves you, and that He is the thing your soul is lacking. I hope you find out that Jesus died for you thousands of years before you were born. I hope you discover that even if you had been the only person on Planet Erath Jesus still would have died for you because you mean that much to Him.

I hope and pray you will come to know that.

I don’t know if you will ever read this post. It’d be super cool if you did. 😉 But I wanted to say thank you.

Thank you as a 16-year-old girl who found a hero she could root for. Thank you as a 17-year-old-girl who was lonely and depressed and tired, but always felt a little something when she thought about Captain America. Thank you as an 18-year-old-girl who was struggling to finish high school but still had something to look forward to. Thank you as a 19-20-year-old chick who gained some major street cred at the school where she worked because she watched the same movies her students did. Thank you as a 21-year-old who like Captain America, had experienced broken relationships and broken people, but still kept getting up every day.

Thank you as a 22-year-old-woman who is preparing to say “so long” to a favorite hero of hers, but not goodbye. Steve Rogers is an important part of the fabric of my story and he always will be.

Thanks again, and I’m with you to the end of the line.

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3 thoughts on “Dear Chris Evans”

  1. Such a sweet and powerful letter, Gracie! I also talked about this tweet on my blog and it’s important to remember that while Chris’s tweet seemed very emotional, we still don’t know what Captain America’s fate will be. As a Bucky fan, I would really dislike it if something bad happened to Steve Rogers just for the sake of the screenwriters, directors, producers, etc. trying to find a way to give the title to Bucky. While I want Bucky to be the next Captain America, if that time were to come, I would never want to see Steve fail just so Bucky can succeed. Honestly, I think the idea of something bad happening to any of the MCU superheroes is disheartening because they matter to someone, with your letter being proof of that. No matter what happens to Steve Rogers in Avengers 4, I just hope that everyone involved in the project keeps the feelings and thoughts of the fans in mind, especially since we, the fans, will play a role in helping the movie make cinematic history (like we did when Avengers: Infinity War made 2 billion at the box office).

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    1. Oh, I agree with you! We’ve been told and shown over and over again that Steve IS the guy who will throw himself on the grenade for everyone else. I think this may be misdirection, it’s possible that we are actually going to see the guy who has sacrificed himself regularly get to live out his days in peace. There are a couple of theories regarding that.

      One, time travel is supposed to be a key part of Avengers 4, so one theory is that Steve gets sent back to his original time and ends up with Peggy. I don’t put much stock in that theory however since we saw her with Souza in Agent Carter, and that seemed like a really serious and healthy relationship. Option 2, Steve retires and ends up with Sharon. I don’t really see that happening, Sharon has not been given enough screen time for that to really be satisfying to the fans. I personally am rooting for what I hope is Option 3, Steve and Natasha, but we will see. I guess Option 4 could be he just retires. And Option 5 is the one most people believe, Steve does a classic Steve move and sacrifices himself.

      It is my hope that they give my guy his happy ending, he deserves it. As for Bucky, Bucky is taking on the mantle of White Wolf (a white warrior who lives and fights alongside Black Panther in Wakanda). So I don’t know how Bucky can take on the shield. I think Sam has earned the right, and I would support him as Cap. But I’ll also support Bucky.

      We’ll have to see. Thank you so much for commenting, it means a lot to me when people give me feedback.

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      1. You bring up a lot of good points about what could happen to Captain America in Avengers 4. Because Marvel has avoided having any of their major superheroes die in any of their films, most people, myself included, believe that one of the “original six” (Iron Man, Captain America, Thor, Hulk, Black Widow, and Hawkeye) will highly likely die in Avengers 4, especially since this movie is the last part of a two part story and a lot of people are planning on seeing this film in its original theatrical run. When it comes to Bucky being the “White Wolf”, I assumed that the screenwriters gave him that title because they had to call him something other than “Winter Soldier”. Also, the possibility of Bucky becoming the next Captain America has been hinted at quite a bit in Captain America: The Winter Soldier and Civil War. Because the Russo brothers (the directors of Avengers: Infinity War and Avengers 4) directed both of those films and since the writers of Avengers: Infinity War and Avengers 4 also wrote all three Captain America movies, I have a feeling Marvel might give Bucky the Captain America title.

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